Leaving it Behind

So now I'm back in Southern California. So much has been going through my head, but it's nothing I care to write about...at least not yet. I'm doing better, but I'm still hurting. I have a lot of emotion and processing that still needs to come out and I'm pretty sure it's going to happen sometime this week. I know for certain it's not going to be pretty. I'm not looking forward to it, but I know it's necessary and anything that will make this better in the long run sounds good, even if it is going to suck. I feel bad for the person that's with me when that happens.

Now I'm going to continue to sit in my room and do nothing, because I don't feel motivated to do anything. So there, stupid college.