Leaving it Behind

I feel like crap. My throat is bad, I keep coughing and I just feel ill. I couldn't go to church this morning because I felt too bad. Unfortunately, everyone else is at church right now (beside my roommate and I). I wish there were someone else around. I feel awful and I want to be at home so badly. I called my mom and that was good, but now I think I just miss her more. I don't feel that comfortable around my roomie. We get along, but I don't think we'll ever be close. I've been crying, but only because she's been asleep, and now she's in the shower. I need to pull myself together before she gets out. I think today's going to be a long day.